No matter how hard i try to make it better. I cant.
Theres always gonna be something else, another thing you succumb to. Another thing that trumps me. And to be honest, i dont want it. I dont want to be second to anything else. I want as much from you as i give to you.
Seeing you doesn't seem to help, cause your words, your smile, your hungry kisses, your slightest touch lets me fall back into the sweet delirium that just having you suffices.
But it doesn't. Not anymore.
And now this? Again. Its ripping me apart.
When its all over and done. I need to see beyond my trivial reasoning.