You dress the way you think he'd like you to dress. You pick up his favourite figures of expression. You tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, then he will crave you the same way you crave him.
When you are told you're someone you aren't, over and over, you begin to believe it. You live that life.
But you are wearing a mask, one that might slip if you aren't careful. You wonder what he will do when he finds out. You know you are bound to disappoint him.
There might be a moment when you think you've made him love you as much as you need him to.
But the truth is, there is no spell in the world that could ever even out the balance.
The one who cares less, always has the power.
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