Monday, October 18, 2010
I haven't been here for awhile and so much as happened.
We broke up, and it felt like things were falling apart. But when everything you've ever wanted can be epitomised by one person, its inevitable that you're going to give into them. That they'll win, that you gonna have no more strength left to fight against what both of you want. And, even though he fucked up, whats the point of not being together if you know that nobody else will ever match up or come close to them? Right?
Or have i slipped back into the naively stupified by love state that i worked so so hard to climb out of?
What you won't do, do for love. You've tried everything, but you don't give up...i've been listening to this song all of last week. Tupac's made nostolgia a whole new emotion.
When you break up with somebody but still spend everyday with them, it doesn't really serve the same purpose, so i give up. Im yours.