Linger.

I haven't been here for awhile and so much as happened.

We broke up, and it felt like things were falling apart. But when everything you've ever wanted can be epitomised by one person, its inevitable that you're going to give into them. That they'll win, that you gonna have no more strength left to fight against what both of you want. And, even though he fucked up, whats the point of not being together if you know that nobody else will ever match up or come close to them? Right?

Or have i slipped back into the naively stupified by love state that i worked so so hard to climb out of?

What you won't do, do for love. You've tried everything, but you don't give up...i've been listening to this song all of last week. Tupac's made nostolgia a whole new emotion.

When you break up with somebody but still spend everyday with them, it doesn't really serve the same purpose, so i give up. Im yours.

y'all wanna single say fuck that.

i have the worst headache, it feels like a gigantic troll is attempting to eat its way out of my head.

i have never laughed as much as i did this weekend, about goosey things. Lee completely high, in the dark, scared as hell, i couldn't contain myself. im so scared of the dark, add intoxication to that and you wouldn't even begin to comprehend how much of a retard i was, on a colossal level. I never do things with Lee, on the weekend, just the two of us but i think i should more often because it was a swell night.
sleeping in one sleeping bag, outside, in the beginging of spring was a bonehead idea. i froze my ass off. not even cuddling with lee helped. good night nonetheless.